Who am I?

I sit here and think about the type of parent/person I have become and it surprises me (in a good way). A year ago I was 6 months pregnant. I thought "I am going to TRY to breastfeed for 3 months". I thought Jaymeson would be sleeping in his crib right after birth. I never would have attempted cloth diapering. And I planned on going back to work full-time... but who am I?

I am breastfeeding an 8 1/2 month old who shows no signs of stopping anytime soon. I am "bed sharing", meaning that Jaymeson sleeps right next to me and always has and always will (until he wants to sleep in his own bed). I cloth diaper and LOVE it. And I only work less than 10 hours a week. 

I LOVE being at home. I would rather be with Jaymeson then have the worry of him with someone else. I love our family and I LOVE LOVE my amazing husband who supports every single decision and parenting choices we have made. He LOVES everything we do for and with our son. I can't even imagine having a partner who didn't support my choices. 

I have been finding passion in photography and crafts. I love everything about our life and can't imagine things being any different. 

I am a peaceful, attached parent and every day I see the love and joy on Jaymeson's face that screams "THANK YOU MOM FOR LOVING ME SO DAMN MUCH!"